REFRESHED

i honestly forgot that it was possible to live out the life: to love people so dearly and walk in such serious humility, to heal people and deliver people and walk in mountain-moving faith, to see masses saved.

but then you hear stories about a man that your friend knows who is healing the sick, casting out demons ,experiencing the miraculous daily and seeing tons and tons of people come to christ. you hear about how he travels into the mountain villages by donkey and preaches. this is my dream!!!

i really had begun to think all of it was impossible for me. but it is once again my dream to serve you at this level.

thank you so much for this past friday. i was so encouraged and you spoke to me just in time for me to make my decisions. we all needed that small group.

so im ready to live for you again. and the only way to live for you is all out!
i wanna be addicted to blessing people and loving them. i wanna really really go after you and love people.

now that my job ended and im not actually working, show me how i can really overdo it. i kind of want to take a few hours out of each day to just walk around and help people. open doors, carry stuff around, talk to people who look lonely, stuff like that. you let me know, i'll do it.

honestly, im pretty scared. but i know if i start, then these kind of things wont scare me anymore.